There are so many things which interest me and everyday I've changed my mind about which area to stick to with this blog. Can I just write about what's on my mind that particular day or do I have to have a niche??
Another thing is I'm not great at grammar and punctuation (as you'll notice) but I'm just going to go with it and see how I get on I guess, because at the moment I feel like I'm wasting my life. That sounds really quite dramatic but I've just turned 30 and I kind of feel like my life is stuck in a rut. That's not to say I'm unhappy with my personal life. I have a great family and amazing boyfriend (that sounds well soppy but no other way to describe him....plus I really want a Chanel bag in the near future). I have a few close friends whom I know I can always rely on.
My current job I've been doing for 5 years, and i do get paid good money but it just isn't fulfilling. I go to work and feel like a robot. It's not a creative job in the slightest (its a rail company) and its far from being my dream job.....I always wanted to be a journalist. So what happened to this goal? Well I didn't take education seriously enough and spent more time playing blackjack at college then I did studying. Really considering how often I played cards you would think I'd be a pro but I'm pretty rubbish. Anyway I scraped through my A Levels. What I achieved spelt END (D, E & N). Somehow I managed to go through clearing to get in to Uni where I studied Media for 3 weeks and then left. I just knew I was going to mess around and, as my parents were paying the fees, I didn't want to take the mick. After dropping out of Uni I then ended up working in Retail full time and the rest is history.
See even now I'm looking back over everything I have just written and I'm on the verge of deleting it all because i think it sounds crap. So here goes before I do that I'm just going to post it. Ahhhh my first blog about randomness! Here's to many more :) x
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